What's in my bag?

Since like everyone have this kinda post, i want it too! ;D

Let's share!

1. Kunci ofis ; since i'm one of the earliest ;p

2. Kunci kereta, Passo. Hehehehehehhee.

3. Maybelline Unstoppable eyeliner; sangat wajib.

4. Maybelline Magnum mascara.

5. Balm CNI ; for migrain, headache and such.

6. Nude lipstick; wajib.

7. Lip balm Sebamed.

8. Phytolacca; ubat kurus homeopathy.

9. Cermin kecik merangkap sikat; free gift dari Secret Garden.

10. Wallet Mango; gotta have bigger one after this.

11. Notebook ; buku temujanji, hutang, thing-to-buy dan segala.

12. Tag ; untuk kad jabatan dan name tag jabatan.

13. Beg duit kecik Mango ; for coins, pengikat rambut, subang idum, ketip kuku dll.

14. Revlon foundation.

15. Motorola V9 Rose Gold; second number.

16. Maxis Broadband.

17. BlackBerry; main number.

18. Super large Zara bag ;)

Every girls and woman must have, i think, let's share urs!

Yang penting hati.

Kalau perempuan tu pakai tudung litup, muka putih halus mulus, pakai tutup aurat, semayang tonggang tebalik, konfem ke hati dia bersih, tak busuk?

Kalau perempuan tu free hair pulak, ketawa kuat-kuat, pakai skinny jeans ketat, lipstick merah menyala, isap rokok asap bekepul-kepul jahat ke dia? Hati konfem busuk ke?

Haa, fikir dulu sebelum jawab. Sebab walaupun aku baru hidup 27 tahun 2 bulan, aku dah jumpa pelbagai jenis manusia, pelbagai rupa, pelbagai ragam, pelbagai perangai.

Aku bukan nak kondem pemakaian orang sama ada bertudung, menutup aurat atau tidak. Aku tak kuar pun statement bahawa konfem sume orang pakai tudung dan tutup aurat hati busuk. Takde, takde. Begitu juga sebaliknya. Aku cuma ketengahkan persoalan tu supaya benda ni diketengahkan. Aku semak dengan orang hati busuk ni. Mulut manis, hati ya ampun.

Pakaian seseorang langsung tak menggambarkan hati dia. Hati busuk takleh nak bau, kalaulah boleh bau, jauh dah aku lari.

Thank God i got a lonnnnggg line of bestfriend that are beautiful inside and out, walaupun ada yang mulut celupar, tapi yang penting hati baik. YANG PENTING HATI. Pakaian, rupa, duit, mulut mahupun kasut tak penting.

Go figure!

People.

Aku menyesal tak maki je budak perempuan yang buat muka geli dan tukar tempat lain bila Rayyan muntah atas kerusi di A&W One Utama. Ayat makian aku dah susun, dah hujung mulut dah. Tapi aku terfikir " Alah, budak sekolah, bukan dia tau apa! Nanti dah ada anak, muntah taik cirit birit hingus segala kau dah tak heran. Ah, budak!"

So, budak sekolah itu selamat dari makian spontaneous aku.

Aku juga menyesal tak maki receptionist hotel di Penang yang angkat telefon tak greet customer dengan betul. Lonjakan suara dia juga sangat tinggi. Macam bersedia nak maki orang. Bila tanya room rate, dia jawab dengan nada yang kurang ajar. Yes, i was at customer service before and i know the right tone to speak. He was shouting. Tapi, aku tamatkan juga perbualan dengan terima kasih dengan senyuman ikhlas. Remember, it's a phone call. And i was smiling talking to him. And he was shouting at me. Ya Allah, betapa bersabarnya hamba Mu ini.

Jadi, recep itu juga selamat.

Dan, cashier 7e di Serdang juga begitu. Hampir di sound tepet oleh mulut aku, tapi terselamat, sebab aku tengok rambut dia kusut. Maybe she's having a bad hair day. But me as a customer deserves a smile. Fake a smile for Gods sake!

Aku rasa aku bersabar di tempat yang salah. Sabar memang separuh daripada iman. Tapi kalau kita biarkan orang tu akan melebih-lebih dan tak sedar diri. Don't u think so? Jadi, pendapat aku bersabarlah di tempat yang betul. Kalau rasa benda tu salah, try to fix it. Betulkan dengan cara yang betul juga.

Ucapan terima kasih tu tak susah. Aku tak pernah bosan cakap terima kasih kat orang tol walaupun aku tak pernah dengar jawapan sama-sama. Kat mesin potostat pun aku cakap terima kasih. Its not so hard. TERIMA KASIH. See?

Sekian ceramah isnin saya.

Ok bye.

100 truths, NO.

WHAT WAS YOUR :

1. Last beverage : Cream chip frappucino. Kepuasan adalah maksimum.

2. Last phone call : Call masuk ke call keluar? Soklan kasi terang la.

3. Last text message : Ajis, aku msg dia suro tgk drama tv3 malam tadi.

4. Last song you listened to : My first kiss 3OH3! feat Keisha.

(haah la, nomo 5 ilang)

HAVE YOU EVER :

6. Dated someone twice : Yes. Couple dengan orang yang sama 2 kali. Yes, saya pemaaf dan mereka tak serik.

7. Been cheated on: Err, no? Eh, yes.

8. Kissed someone and regretted it : Yesssssss.

9. Lost someone special : Yes,definitely.

10. Been depressed : Yes, my whole life.

11. Been drunk and threw up : No. I only drink teh o ais.



LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS :

12. Orange and green

13. Grey and pink

14. White (and i dont have whiteness syndrome)

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU (2010) :

15. Made a new friend : Yes, a lot.

16. Fallen out of love : Outta love? NO.

17. Laughed until you cried : Yes, HAHA. I wanna do that everyday plss!

18. Met someone who changed you : I dont know if i changed.

19. Found out who your true friends were : Yes! Thanx :)

20. Found out someone was talking about you : No, but i know she does.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : Ada ada.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : U mean, FB's fren list rite? Yes, almost all but cant remember all.

23. How many kids do you want to have : Three. Two handsome boys and one pretty girls, insya Allah.

24. Do you have any pets : Yes, Abu. Nani's pet is considered mine too.

25. Do you want to change your name : No, i love my name. I just dont wanna used it. Nak gado?

26. What did you do for your last birthday : Working. Its puasa.

27. What time did you wake up today : 6.10 am.

28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Bergolek-golek bersedia untuk tidur dalam keadaan lapar.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : The moneyyyyyyyyyy!!

30. Last time you saw your Father : Err, last month kot. Cant remember.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : Meet the right person at the right time.

32. What are you listening to right now : Beyonce's Dangerously in love.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Yes, me and Tom Cruise was a secret lover.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now : Nothing.

35. Most visited webpage : Facebook.

36. What's your real name : Eleana Smith.

37. Nicknames : El Smith. Cool eh?

38.My close friends : Baaaanyak sangat.






Relationship Status : Married to Gem.

39. Zodiac sign : Virgo. Brains and beauty.. no? HAHA.

40. Male or female : Female.

41. Elementary : SRK Gombak (1)

42. Middle School : SMK Taman Melati and SMK Seri Serdang.

43. High school/college : INPENS and KLIUC. and maybe there will be more. insya Allah.

44. Hair colour : Keperang-perangan. No, seriously. They call me anak mat saleh. Original. Tak caya tanya apak. Sumpah.

45. Long or short : Medium.

46. Height : Im not sure.

47. Do you have a crush on someone : Yes, Faizal Tahir too. *jelim Iza laju-laju.

8: What do you like about yourself : Bein cool even when i'm not.

49. Piercings : 5 piercing.

50. Tattoos : Kalau boleh nak ada tattoos of small wing at the back at my shoulders and tiny little bird flying at my wrist. If i cud! ;p

51. Righty or lefty : Righty.



FIRSTS :

52. First surgery : HAHAHA. Xnak bgtau, maaf. Too embarassing.

53. First piercing : Masa kecil la kot.

54. First best friend : Cant remember ! Long term memory lost.

55. First sport you joined : Tenteng? Konda kondi? Galah panjang? Oh yes yes.

56. First vacation : HAIH. Cant remember!

58. First pair of trainers : What trainers?





RIGHT NOW

59. Eating : Apam terbaik.

60. Drinking : Teh tarik terbaik.

61. I'm about to : slapped her on her face!

62. Listening : Coldplay- The scientist.

63. Waiting : tukar jabatan.



YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids : More kids.

65. Get Married : Errr.. twice?

66. Career : Higher grade, and not forgetting the ground.



WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes : Lips.

68. Hugs or kisses : Hugs.

69. Shorter or taller : Taller

70. Older or Younger : Younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous : Hopeless romantic.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms : Wish for nice stomach. U know..

73. Sensitive or loud : Both i guess.

74. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship

75. Trouble-maker or hesitant : Used to be trouble maker.



HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger : Same story as Iza. Shot is so bulat and cute and he has a bubblegum tail. Wonder where is him now.

77. Drank hard liquor : No

78. Lost glasses / contacts : Nope.

79. Sex on first date : No!

80. Broken someone's heart : Yes. Sorry!

82. Been arrested : Almost,once.

83. Turned someone down : Yes i guess a lot.

84. Cried when someone died : Yes, even its just a drama on tv.

85. Fallen for a friend : Hehehehehehehehehe.



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself : Haha, NO.

87. Miracles : Yes. Hoping for more.

88. Love at first sight : for shoes, yes.

89. Heaven : Yes.

90. Santa Claus : No, tapi kalau ada singgah la kat serombong umah i eh?

91. Kiss on the first date : Yes.

92. Angels : Malaikat, yes :)



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend / boyfriend at a time : Yes, i was a player.

95. Did you sing today : singing Use Somebody- Kings of Leon.

96. Ever cheated on somebody : Yes, sorry!

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go : 2002. KLIUC.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be : If i told u this, can u actually do that for me? Really?

99. Are you afraid of falling in love : Yes, terutamanya kalau cinta tu tak boleh bersatu. *tenung gamba Ryan Reynolds.

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: This shud be the 1st question, damn it. HAHA.


Iza, terima kasih sebab membuat otak saya bergerak seawal pagi Isnin.

Zero Negativity Day - The 15th.

Thanx to Izawati Ahmad, the founder of this community page, yang berbesar hati menjemput aku untuk turut serta menjadi admin dalam kempen beliau yang beyond imagination ni. *hugs!

It's pretty simple, really. Siapa antara kita yang tak pernah ada bad day? Seawal pagi Isnin, nak syampu rambut tengok-tengok syampu dah habis, pastu hadap jem, kereta depan pulak lembab macam kambeng, jalan gi keje pulak belubang-lubang, sampai ofis bos dah tunggu untuk bertanya soalan-soalan bodoh yang tak masuk dek akal, fail-fail pulak dah tersenyum atas meja tunggu masa untuk di proses, tea lady pulak bwat nescafe dan bukan teh tarik kegemaran, HAIH, i mean who haven't have a bad day? Even a simple tiny miny little things that make your day goes down, man. I mean really down. And then, bukak facebook update status, there u go, negative thing came out. And everybody is reading it.

Aku tak terkecuali. In fact, cerita di atas sume cerita aku -.-

Back to the main topic, this very community page, Zero Negativity Day - 15th, hanya satu hari iaitu 15hb pada setiap bulan, kita-kita semua jangan post anything negatif terutamanya status.

Simple? Yes.

So, u guys in? Great!

Klik like pada Zero Negativity Day - 15th on your facebook, like NOW!

"Tired of being surrounded by negative vibes? Tired of being negative? Negativity inflicting your day, your work, your relationship, your system?

Let's change it together.

Let's celebrate the 15th of every month as NO NEGATIVE STATUS IN FACEBOOK DAY. You take the first step, and then invite others!

A step a day, take the negativity away."

Peluang sehari untuk kita memperbaiki diri, termasuk diri aku sendiri, insya Allah :)

How to get laid.

Lay on bed.
Wait 2 hours.
Lay becomes past tense.

HAHAHAHA.

Dotter.

HAIH.

NI YANG BUAT I TAK SABAR NAK ADA ANAK PEREMPUAN NI. TULISAN PUN DAH HURUF BESAR NIIII.

HAIH HAIH HAIHHH.

BOLEH PAKAI DRESS MERAH MAKNGAH.

BAJU PINK POM BLEYY.

RAMBUT PANJANG PANJANGGG.

MAIN KEJAQ-KEJAQ DENGAN MAMA.

DA BESAQ. ANAK DARA DAH. KEJAP JE.

HAIH HAIH HAIH.

Suri Cruise.

Picture this.

Random interesting picture i found on Tumblr.

What we all shud do.

Yup, true.

Peace. Love. Books.

Lovers die together.

Lantak hangpa lah! HAHA

Rayyan-to-be.

Gemuk to kurus. Montel to hensen gila. Izawati, lap air liur.

Shoes, shoes, shoes.

If u guys notice, ya, i never wear high heels. Masa menikah je sekali seumur hidup, tu pun sarung masa nak turun kereta jalan sampai masuk pintu Masjid Putra, kuar masjid jalan balik masuk kereta. Dalam kereta, selipar jepun je. Kasut itu, tersimpan rapi dalam kotak kasut depan bilik, tak bersentuh lepas majlis tu.

Teringin jugak nak pakai platform wedges, mesti hensen digandingkan dengan skinny jeans.

Aku dari zaman skuter kot, memang suka pakai sneakers. Nike, Adidas, Converse. Tapi yang biasa-biasa je. Tak rare lah. Sejak kawen, kononnya nak jadi woman lah, pakai kasut woman. Wedges, flat, sandal. Tapi suami aku, pengaruh terbesar dalam hidup aku, secara tidak langsung telah mempengaruhi akal aku yang lemah ini, untuk kembali ber-sneakers. Jadi sesuai atau tidak, aku kembali.

Suami aku dah jadi sneakers collector. I guess that's what we call it apabila kasut-kasut dia sudah mencapai puluhan pasang. Kebanyakan sneakersnya pula adalah rare. I guess so.

Jadi, mak orang berumur 27 tahun yang memakai selendang dan ber-sneakers, what do you guys think? I dont give a damn, really.

Just rawking it while i can :)

Like Zher Peen and Yuna do! Love 'em!

Things that make me smile.

1. Watching my baby waking up with his pretty smile.
2. Beaches.
3. Talking about the old day with family and friends.
4. Making jokes and everybody around is laughing at my joke.
5. Green light all the way home.
6. Seeing an elderly couple holding hands.
7. Kittens, rabbits, pandas, penguins.
8. Free parking.
9. Work day flies by really fast.
10. Random hug from someone i love.

and lots more..

Perkara-perkara yang membikin aku panas.

1. Orang pertama yang masuk lif, tak tekan hold untuk orang kemudian yang ramai. Sibuk type sms macamlah kalau kau send sms dalam lift tu boleh delivered. Selfishhh.

2. Bawak kereta lembab, tapi elok je duk lane pertama bwat muka tak salah. BMW belakang kau dah cucuk angin signal kanan, kau teruskan muka tak salah kau lagi dengan pemanduan 60 km/h. What the..??

3. Client call nak cakap dengan pegawai, pegawai tengah meeting, then boleh pulak tanya "pukul berapa pegawai habis meeting?". Nice. How the hell shud i know that?? Duh!

4. Orang lembab yang menyusahkan orang. Dah tau kereta laju dah dekat, nak jugak kuar simpang. Pastu lembab macam *mencarut* dan kereta yang tengah laju terpaksa perlahan dan terlepas lampu hijau. Apa ayat nak bagi kat orang camni?

5. Orang yang tau tapi bwat macam taktau (kedekut ilmu) dan orang yang taktau tapi bwat macam dia tau sume (bodoh sombong). Baik kau diam ah.

Banyak lagi, tapi ini saja yang terfikir sekarang.

No offense.

Noah's letter.

My dearest Allie,

I couldn’t sleep last night because I know it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore because I know what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives I will smile at you with joy and remember how we spent a summer beneath the trees learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more and that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds and that’s what you’ve given me and that’s what I’d hope to give to you forever. I love you; I’ll be seeing you.

currently into..

Love stories that don't really exist, i supposed.

Sneakers. Lodsa sneakers.

Babies. An outstanding supercute fat shark babies. Grrr.

When you don't know what to think..

Itu kalau dah terlalu marah, atau terlalu semak, atau terlalu busy atau terlalu apa-apalah. Sampai dah taktau nak fikir apa. Kesian.

Luah perasaan kat kawan, menangis sampai mata jadi mangkuk, pergi clubbing, mabuk, amek whatever kind of drug just to forget, mengamok, lari, gaduh atau hanya pendam dalam jiwa. Trust me, whatever bullshit you did, percayalah hanya Dia saja yang faham.

Cuba amek wuduk, bentang sejadah, berserah diri pada Dia. Apa yang kau cari, ada kat situ.

Ketenangan.

:)

Ni pun nak kene lempang gak?

Sammy and Dean, both are my weakness ;)

Asal hensen sangat? Nak kena lempang?

He's like the cute version of Mendiang Heath Ledger. Oh Joseph Gordon-Levitt,

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU.

I think i'm gonna passed out now?

Nike Dunk Premium Wmns Hi Metallic.

Pursuit of Happyness.

I'm gonna tell my son this,too.

Don’t ever let somebody tell you you can’t do something. Not even me. All right? You got a dream, you gotta protect it. People can’t do somethin’ themselves, they wanna tell you you can’t do it. If you want somethin’, go get it. Period.

And there is no Y in happyness.

Sayang, you are my favourite.

..all time.

I have the funniest-cutest-coolest son.

Sebelum mandi.

Selepas mandi.

Never fail me to laugh. My son.