December, please be good to me.

Maaf ketandusan idea untuk menulis. Aku rasa akhir-akhir ni macam aku dah jadi First Lady. Gila busy. Semua benda aku bwat dalam keadaan kelam kabut. Bangun pagi kelam kabut, gosok baju kelam kabut, mandi kelam kabut, start kete kelam kabut, parking, masuk ofis, bwat keje, lunch, minum petang, drive balik umah, haih, pendek kata semua kelam kabut. Macam sentiasa tak cukup masa. I feel like i'm always running. Running after time that runs super fast gila babi.

And u know what, my December is kinda fully booked already. I got my life so freaking messed up. My registration day. My son's buffday. Long list i have to make sure everything perfect for him. Physiotherapy appointment twice a month. My work is overload and i gotta do overtime every-freaking-day. So many unfinished work i gotta chased before end of years. My kinda sorta tiny miny business, customers, deliveries and stuff. My laptop doesn't work. I can't sleep. My mind is like can't stop thinking even for a sec. Minyak naik lagi. Duit banyak taktau nak bwat apa. And i don't even have the time to buy my son's favorite biscuits. Damn.

I'm so screwed, man.

New life.

Kehidupan baru bakal bermula.

Saksikanlah kemunculannya.

How to be happy.

Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did in 2009.
7. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
8. Sleep for 7 hours.
9. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:
10. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
11. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
12. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
13. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
14. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
15. Dream more while you are awake.
16. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
17. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
18. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
19. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
20. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
21. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
22. Smile and laugh more.
23. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:
24. Call your family often.
25. Each day give something good to others.
26. Forgive everyone for everything.
27. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
28. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
31. Do the right thing!
32. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
33. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
35. The best is yet to come.
36. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Maafkan aku,jika terbeli..

tidak boleh berhenti tersenyum.

Heeeeeee.

The sms i received that really,really make my day.

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Muka jadi kebas sekejap. Pastu senyum, seronok, ketawa dan rasa nak lompat.

10 minit kemudian, jadi takut. Macam-macam fikir.

5 minit kemudian okay balik. Muka kebas balik.

Pastu ulang-ulang, okay, tak okay, okay, tak okay.

Rasa-rasa okay ke tak? Back to school. Studies. Exam. Assignment. Presentation. Late nite stay up. Revision. Text book. Long drive to Shah Alam till late.

I guess 24 hours is not enuff for me. 27 hours, maybe.

Never hide.

Hanyut.

Ok terus terang aku memang agak ketinggalan dengan lagu-lagu melayu. Sebab aku dengar Fly FM. First time aku dengar penuh lagu ni masa semi final juara lagu. Menusuk jiwa, dengan liriknya dan nyanyian Faizal Tahir dan spek Rayban dia.. FUH!

Harus bagaimana lagi

Dan terus begini

Dengarkan aku
Lihat ke mataku

Cukup sudah kau menghukum
Salahku tetap salahku
Benarkan ku berbicara
Agar bisa pulih semua

Namun harus sampai bila
Kau kan diam seribu bahasa

Chorus
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu

Ulang Chorus

Aku memang bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Dan tapi dah ku sedari
Segala perit kau lalui
Ku terlupa kau terluka

Dan memang selalu
Aku bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Meninggalkan mu
Dan tetapi itulah aku sedari
Segala perit yang kau lalui
Kerna diriku yang terus hanyut

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila kau tak di sisi
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

A really,really fabulous ppl. with Hijab.

[source] Hijab Scarf.

OMG OMG OMG. The image u guys about to view is the most beautiful inspiring hijab fashionista i had ever seen. Lantaklah nak kata aku overrated dorang ke apa, tapi aku memang sangat admire, and maybe, just maybe in the next 5 years, aku nak tukar imej macam mereka. Sophisticated ladies!

These two ladies here, Fifi Alvianto and Hanna Faridl, are a super gorgeous fashionista from Indonesia. Auww, geram!

Pakai longgar-longgar, nice colour, cantik, up-to-date, high heels [OUCH] , peep toes [OUCH], platform wedges [OUCH], lodsa cardigan and of course hijab dan yang penting tutup aurat. Mesti mak aku mulut ternganga dan lost words. Dan pastu, bwat blog macam ni, untuk inspired other ppl pulak. Nani, let's do this!

*pingsan slow motion.

Masa untuk memilih kek!

Sudah bulan November. Buffday Rayyan Disember. Dah tu, tak reti-reti lagi nak start pilih kek mana yang sesuai? Si budak Rayyan pulak dah minat pelbagai benda. Bola, balloon, Upin Ipin, basikal, badminton.. Nak kek tema yang mana satukah?

Bola?

Upin Ipin?

Batital?

atau balloon?

Mama have to decide. Either cake he will be jumping and happy, but still have to decide.

Atau nak tempah kek Upin sedang memegang balloon sambil naik basikal dan Ipin menendang bola dan memegang raket badminton? -.-

He means a world to me.

Look how fast he grow up!~

With his cheeky smile, yellowish broken teeth, super active moves and super fast run, badan meliuk-liuk lentuk berjalan, how can anybody not loves him more?

MY BABYYYY!

Bila cakap kat dia " mama sayang ayan baaaanyak-banyak"

Ayan jawab " Ayan ayang mama inggi-inggi" (tinggi-tinggi)

How sweet my baby can be :)

Next December he will turn 2 years old and it's like a tradition, everybody will ask "bila nak tambah?" "bila nak bagi ayan adik?" and something like that kinda question, and with smile i'll answer "lek lu, sak kok lu"

mama sayang ayan inggi-inggi!

Okay, mende ni, kat mana ada jual?

Sarung laptop yang menyerupai buku.

Target tahun depan.

Fossil Ladies Chrono White Dial And Bracelet Watch.

Klipsch ipod speaker. Tapi kena beli ipod dulu lah.

Baby girl ;)